dreadful decision

in my jae i put chem enginerin in tp first choice but inside mi heart my choice are jumbled up so dun noe wat choice to make....i am so confused lor...wad shld i do when i grow up if i go jc but fail to enter university....please enlighten me ...and anyone can intro mi any job mi job reali reali suk lor....

Sry auntie and uncles and all my dear cousins...

Todae jus got my 'o' result then i was so sad that i get 14 perharps i am over confident le..and sry all my auntie and uncles i got 14...sry....they were so lik look up on me but i let down down sry daniel amelia rachael and si hui/////all my cousins i let u all down...... U alll were so gd to me still brim me to k box and play baall with me to help me relieve my stress so sry...i get 14.... And also i intend go poly le...i will misss s12 and not to sae melissa ...clara.....my schoolmates....and a lot of my og ppl....so anyway gd luck fer ur future endeavours....mus remember me hor....MUAHHHHMUAHHHHH:'(